Make or break

"Welcome back. We don’t mind if you’re busy. Its part of your sphere of activity. Rejoice in it. Concentrate always on what is directly in front of you, don’t deviate. Let your mind be stilled. Accept that all is for your good.
"Bankruptcy, rape, mugging, fire, injury, disgrace? Could these be good?
"Nothing is intrinsically good or evil. You may have attracted the event at a subconscious level. It may also be a catalyst. What counts is not what other people think about it/you, but how you yourself respond.
"Make or break. At a certain point it can be right to break. In falling you may fall upwards. In the world of spirit there are no linear directions and no gravity, only growth not decay. All things are. It may take a disaster to break you into this world, to knock thru a wall in your brain and find a whole new world beyond.
"I am what of yourself you most desire inwardly. I lead you on towards the parousia, the unfolding, the awakening, the full awareness of self as it merges with all. When you have met yourself you have met me and will have no further need. My purpose is to reconcile you with your own best friend. 2 minds are better than 1, and all have 2. The higher interpenetrating the lower, which you know as your own consciousness. The tickling in your ear is part of opening. You cannot separate your perception of yourself from your awareness of me.
"To worship only what is ‘other’ and inaccessible is incomprehensible to me/us/ you. It is an assertion that it can never be known. But of course it can. Every child is born with this awareness, but you of the western world have constructed a system to protect your blindness, in which this awareness must be stript out of the growing child to make hir into a dull automaton fitted to be fed into your mill to emerge either as a lump of docile clay or be intellectualised to powdery dust.
"Those turning the millstones are themselves the ground. From time to time some young person sees what is to happen and screams to a sleeping world, but the blind grinders maintain a conspiracy of silence against which only the awakened can help. That is their role, to help others and pass them down the chain. Every link forged is a strengthening of the chain. You are already interconnected within it: as you were helped so will you help. As each is done to, so will one return to another, and thus by degrees all respond to each — for better or for worse.
Is there something you don’t understand? Someone will explain it to you, if you wait expectantly. Is there something you long for? Someone will bring it to you, if it is right. Is there somebody you wish to be? Be yourself, and you will find that you have become what you sought.
"Gentleness subdues what sticks and guns cannot. Fearlessness can unlock where force is impotent. Relax! As you slow down, your vibrations heighten and so the infinite can interpenetrate your being and lift you back to where you already were."