The Light on the Clouds
The Inner Guidance & Meditative Thoughts of Michael Maxwell Steer
2021/06/01
Michael Maxwell Steer: Pavan & Galliard II (My Lady Nevells VB) William...
2020/12/11
Roger Scruton on evil – from Wagner's Parsifal
I have never published anyonelse's words here verbatim before; but this seems to have a lapidary clarity that deserves to shared.
"As Wagner was aware, we distinguish people who are evil from those who are merely bad. Bad people are like you or me, only worse. They belong in the community, even if they behave badly towards it. We can reason with them, improve them, come to terms with them and sometimes accept them. Even if they wreak destruction, like Siegfried, it tends to be because, through deception or manipulation, matters have slipped from their control. But evil people are not like that. They do not belong in the community, even when residing within its territory. Their bad behaviour may be too secret and subversive to be noticeable, and any dialogue with them will be, on their part, a pretence. There is, in them, no scope for improvement, no path to acceptance, and their faults are not of the normal, remediable human variety, but have another and more metaphysical origin. They are visitors from another sphere, incarnations of the Devil. Even their charm - and it is a recognized fact that evil people are often charming - is only further proof of their Otherness. They are, in some sense, the negation of humanity, wholly and unnaturally at ease with the thing that they seek to destroy. Their presence in the community involves a mingling of elements that do not belong together, and their charm is sorcery: they are, indeed, the most potent form of pollution.
That characterization of evil is summarized in the famous line that Goethe gives to Mephistopheles:
Ich bin der Geist der stets verneint
[I am the spirit that for ever negates]
Whereas the bad person is guided by self-interest, to the point of ignoring or overriding the others who stand in his path, the evil person is profoundly interested in others, has almost selfless designs on them. His aim is not to use them, as Faust uses Gretchen, but to rob them of themselves. Mephistopheles hopes to steal and destroy Faust's soul and, en route to that end, to destroy the soul of Gretchen. Nowadays we might use the word 'self' instead of 'soul'. But this word is only another name for the same metaphysical mystery around which our lives are built –- the mystery of the 'I', which is the centre of consciousness and the origin of choice. Evil people are not necessarily threats to the body; but they are threats to the self. They open the deepest spiritual wounds in order to fill them with poison. Such is Klingsor in his abuse of Kundry. His failure to belong to the community does not lead to resignation or despair. It lead s to an insightful, almost intimate destruction of the woman whom he tortures, and through whom he also brings destruction to those who have enjoyed the blessedness that he vainly longs for. The world of the evil person is a loveless world, in which intimacy takes the form of domination. To be close to an evil person is to be in his power, since he tolerates no other relationship; hence every intimacy that he achieves merely reinforces his utter loneliness, the metaphysical vacuum of the I that has never said 'thou'. To live without the I/Thou relationship is to lose the benefit of love: it is to relate to others by spells and sorcery, thus by-passing their humanity for the sake of a purely self-centred control.
Encountering evil of the Klingsor kind we sense the existence of a contest between being and nothingness, creation and destruction, and that we are involved in that contest and are saved or jeopardized by our own behaviour. Seen as part of this contest our faults can weigh us down: we seek exoneration, without knowing the human person to whom an appeal for forgiveness can be made. We exist as though suspended above a chasm, ready at any moment to fall. This is what is meant by original sin, and indeed Schopenhauer rewrote the idea of original sin so that it became 'the crime of existence itself – ‘die Schuld des Daseins,’ the guilt of existing as an individual, in free relations with our kind.
Such feelings prompt the great yearning that finds a voice in tragic art and which engages with our most urgent loves and fears in this world: the yearning for the blessing that relieves us of our guilt- guilt that is the inevitable result of our free dealings with others. Glimpses of this blessing are afforded by such liminal experiences as falling in love, recovering from illness, becoming a parent, and encountering in awe the sublime works of nature. At these moments we stand at the threshold of the transcendent, reaching out to what cannot be attained or known. And that to which we reach must be understood in personal terms, since only then does it offer an answer to the unspoken question of our being: the question why? It is the soul of the world, which smiles from the meadows at Monsalvat on Good Friday."
2020/05/12
janmot
Poème de l'Âme - Louis Janmot
Introduction
Freely translated and adapted from
Poème de l’âme – un œuvre intempestive
(Poem of the Soul – a timeless work) by Patrice Beghan
Poème de l’âme is a cycle of painting and poetry that is unique in French art. It tells the story of the earthly tribulations of a soul, embodied in an androgynous young man, confronting and evading the forces of evil. Amidst ‘a permanent rustle of wings the soul and its guardian angel undertake the human journey in diaphanous clothing surrounded as-it-were by celestial music within the serene and familiar landscapes around Lyon illuminated in a supernatural light which caresses the pastel whites, saffron, oranges, purples and emeralds. Taking the figure from the safety of home as far as the “wrong turning,” where the menacing figures of a dark nightmare await pilgrims. Thence one pathway, the “Golden Ladder” of arts and sciences, ascends to God; whereas the other descends to a tomb.’
Louis Janmot himself is all but unknown today, but he was part of an authentic Lyonnais culture that remains as alive and independent of Parisian fashion as it ever was. Born to devout parents in 1814, Anne-François-Louis Janmot was profoundly affected by the childhood deaths of his siblings – an experience that probably lies at the heart of this cycle of paintings to which he devoted much of his life. Another influence was a life-long friendship with his fellow student at the Collège Royale in Lyon Antoine-Frédéric Ozanam, who was to found a lay religious order—initially Le Conférence de Charité, later La Société de St. Vincent de Paul— whose role in French Catholicism was ultimately recognised with his beatification by Pope John-Paul II in 1997.
Two years later, after graduation, many of the Lyonnais cohort joined Ozanam’s newly founded Conférence and went on pilgrimage to Rome, where they were to meet fellow Lyonnais, Hippolyte Flandrin, a Prix de Rome scholar a few years their senior and another student of Ingres, renowned for his elegant and precise execution.
In recent decades by the art historian Élisabeth Hardouin-Fugier has written extensively about Janmot, and presents him as a transitional figure between Romanticism and Symbolism, whose work, like Flandrin’s is characterised by an immaculate finish they both learnt from Ingres. While Janmot’s intense mysticism links him stylistically to the Nazarenes and the Pre-Raphaelites, he was, as Delacroix noted, sui generis and without interaction with either movement. The influence of his ideas is evident in later Symbolists like Odilon Redon and Puvis de Chavannes, tho their work exhibits a more universalist spirituality than Janmot’s ardent Catholicism.
2020/03/26
Lost Lovesong
How to explain or justify what your unconscious comes up with? As I lay in a lucid state allowing these words to form in my mind I didn’t feel responsible for crafting them into this form. I felt they just emerged of their own volition.
2020/02/14
Poetry - Rhyme & Reason
Since last midsummer I have been reading a Mary Oliver poem a day as part of our daily meditation. They are beautiful, mystical, and a poetic window into the profound truth which truly connecting with nature opens for us. The subject of each is resonant, and the words are elegantly and precisely chiseled — but the question I have with certain pieces is are they actually poetry?
Some are slabs of prose without pretence; and others sentences broken up into lines somewhat arbitrarily. What is the appropriate term for these? Proems? Poetic Writing? The word Prosody would suit, but already has a different meaning.
From the dawn of time—when verse /lyrics /poetry meant the same thing metre—rhythm and rhyme were coterminous :: because that is what assisted oral memory to capture and retain narrative. Poetry is stronger when it arbours of meaning are welded together ny rhyme, which adds an element of form /abstraction that cements the words into one's brain.
Who can forget this couplet of Updike:
Cherish your work, take pleasure in your task,
For doing's the one reward a man dare ask.
I read it 30 years ago, and yet it remains fresh because the elegance of craft and symmetry in the form chiseled the words into my mind.
Or Pope‘s acid sketch of Marlborough:
… Or see him old and sunk in years,
Lost in unmeaning, unrepenting tears.
A verdict on 'achievement' that has constantly recurred to me since I first read it 55 years ago because of Pope's jeweled phraseology.
But what do I actually remember of any of Mary Oliver’s poetry I’ve spent the better part of a year reading? A beautiful fragrance of thought and the lonely clarity of a wounded healer seeking truth through alignment with nature – but actual turns of phrase? Nothing. This sentence from her poem At Blackwater Pond is typical.
Every year
everything
I have ever learnt
in my life time
leads back to this: the fires
and the black rivers of loss
whose other side
is salvation,
whose meaning
none of us will ever know.
It’s beautiful, resonant and poetic. But is it actually poetry? I had an english teacher who expressed the cynical view that poetry was just prose broken up into lines with the words in the wrong order. And certainly the first part of that observation applies to Mary Oliver, albeit the words are in the right order! I realise of course that MO pared away every unnecessary or careless word to arrive at a perfect distillation of the experience she wished to convey. That is the epitome of her craft and her quiet gift to the world. No doubt she felt that any kind of literary artifice would undermine the authenticity of her direct simplicity. Yet I do regret that she didn’t occasionally engage with form—like her heroine Edna St Vincent Millay, tho it was a different age—as I think that extra energy would’ve come from the wrestling.
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Later I came upon this piece of Rumi and suddenly understood what Mary Oliver was about.
What in your life is calling you,
When all the noise is silenced,
The meetings adjourned...
The lists laid aside ––
And the Wild Iris blooms
By itself
In the dark forest... ?
What is drawing your soul?
I now see that Mary Oliver uses her ‘word camera’ to record /evoke the numinous reality behind the natural world. I also saw a picture of her with Coleman Barks, two old bent figures walking down a street in a fond embrace. This Rumi ‘poem’ does exactly what MO does, walk you through a thought-picture and then twist it so you catch a glimpse of your soul at the end.
So whether it is (/not) called poatry doesn’t matter. Nor can Oliver’s exquisite simplicity be blamed for imitators (and english teachers) who copy her surfaces but never plumb her depths. Yet the irony remains that while wrestling with form is probably seen by such folk as inhibiting and traducing the spontaneity of their inspiration – the irony is that it might well be the mordant that preserves it.
In their disregard of craft it’s as if many contemporary poets are saying there is no Ars Longa, no tradition, there is only Vita Brevis. This is not an accusation that can be laid at MO's door, who is exemplarily conscious of deep time and of perennial meanings.
Is this just old man's talk? A pedantic nostalgia for the aesthetics of a forgotten age? If it is, then it’s because tradition /continuity matter to what Ezra Pound called The Great Bass – by which I think he meant the Low Frequency Oscillation of culture. The persistence of rhyme remained an echo of literature’s primordial past when strophic form was the sharpest arrow in the storyteller’s quiver of oral enchantment, and conferred majesty and magic on poem and bard alike.
Is anyone awed by poetry these days? Performance poets certainly enchant their audience—and it's no accident they use rhyme and metre in the most traditional way—but do they awe them? Nowadays we’re distrustful of both majesty and magic—while we crave them—and it's deeply regretable that so much modern poetry has casually discarded one of the fundamental elements of its own numinous power.
2020/02/08
My Darling Grandchildren
Ram Dass on loving life
2020/01/20
Thoughts on Love by Rumi
2019/12/20
Martinique Landscape - Gauguin
for the first time today in the Gallery. Viewed later
there's inevitability about a masterpiece:
but before the act of creation the canvas is blank,
an immense void with no fixt points or preset scale.
In this desert there is no success or failure,
Only an oasis of experience: but merely
Unshuttering perception alarms the bourgeoisie
Whose rules are concrete – one's battle, to uncap
A spring of living energy to flood the world.
The Great and Good trade in certainty – for those outside
The headlong rush meanings are more opaque, shadowed.
Cunning old Gauguin knew that the richness of his uncertainty
Was worth all the money he never got :: for me too the struggle
Between what I know, and what the world can bear to hear.
Inside each, invisible within the thickets of forest
Truth wanders, unseen save by a unicorn-whisperer,
Until the magic kairos when it and I and you
Align as sudden lightning cracks the darkness open
And in that sacred second, shadowless, we know.
The film took me back to my first encounter with his blazing canvases at a time when I was a young parent still trying to define myself to myself in order to make headway in the world. My semi-answer worked well enough to finagle a career in broadcasting for 15 years – but ultimately, the more successful I became the more acutely I felt the dichotomy between permitted public discourse and my own private meanings.
What struck me as forcefully as the image itself (and still does) was Gauguin’s courage in choosing to depict a completely subjective personal vision and executing in a way that must have been completely baffling to his contemporaries. Which of course he went on doing - famously in his final exhibition of work from Otaheite where practically nothing sold.
Gauguin’s M.V. confirms my conviction that where a work has passion and coherence it embodies the vertu or quintessence of its creator in a projected independent form. And that where these are as-it-were imbued with heart energy (need to tell) naked subjectivity yet in-formed by crafted in-tuition they contain within them the visionary reality which others then come to inhabit - in the sense that ‘poets are the unacknowledged legislators of the future’. (Shelley?) We are all now heirs of Gauguin, even tho they meant nothing to his contemporaries.
I certainly hope/believe that is true of certain unperformed works of my own - tho it took another 25 years to raise my craft skills and lower my intellectual inhibitions sufficiently for them to emerge.
And so, seeing Gauguin in depth again, I ask myself now as I did 40 y/a: what is this inner knowing? What is the relationship of the dream world to external reality? How does manifestation cone about? In the interim I have had the writings of Mary Louise von Franz to shed light on the energy of the subconscious & how /why to trust it.
Who knows what outlives us? I have always been driven by a sense of the world beyond this one, and the belief that if we could unify these two fields of awareness we humans could live in harmony with other planetary inhabitants. I believe Gauguin (certainly, and all great creators probably) shared a similar perspective, and that all art worthy the name shares this same characteristic of being an attempt to express the inexpressible. To me, the alternative to this viewpoint is the death and degradation of our physical world. And thus I have to believe, as the evidence of history shows, that all efforts to bring light into the world are worthwhile. Even tho all are (probably) doomed to failure.
2019/10/14
Thoughts about Mary Oliver
When Death Comes
When death comes
like the hungry bear in autumn;
when death comes and takes all the bright coins from his purse
to buy me, and snaps the purse shut;
when death comes
like the measle-pox
when death comes
like an iceberg between the shoulder blades,
I want to step through the door full of curiosity, wondering:
what is it going to be like, that cottage of darkness?
And therefore I look upon everything
as a brotherhood and a sisterhood,
and I look upon time as no more than an idea,
and I consider eternity as another possibility,
and I think of each life as a flower, as common
as a field daisy, and as singular,
and each name a comfortable music in the mouth,
tending, as all music does, toward silence,
and each body a lion of courage, and something
precious to the earth.
When it’s over, I want to say all my life
I was a bride married to amazement.
I was the bridegroom, taking the world into my arms.
When it’s over, I don’t want to wonder
if I have made of my life something particular, and real.
I don’t want to find myself sighing and frightened,
or full of argument.
I don’t want to end up simply having visited this world.
Subsequently I bought Mary Oliver’s Collected Works and have been reading a pœm a day; but not until I encountered the pœm Praying in mid September did I see one that produced an immediate musical response, to the degree that I had sketched out almost all the melodic narrative spontaneously. Then I tackled Thirst with the same visceral response. A couple of days came the lament Lead – so relevant to the eco-cide which the human species is visiting on our planet. The fourth pœm I set last as I knew it would be the most challenging to achieve the right idiom for a quasi-operatic scena the words demanded. The final Pœm (the spirit) Clancy found in a book about Hildegarde of Bingen by Matthew Fox, who regards both pœts as speaking with one orphic voice. This set made me wondering about creating a light-hearted vocal acappella scherzo à la Manhattan Transfer or King’s Singers, but with words of profound spiritual content.
Stylistically, the closer the performance comes to a barbershop acappella sound the happier I shall be. The words need to be articulated as clearly as possible. However there are some passages, especially in the latter two songs where particular care will be needed to communicate the narrative.
The process of computerising the score is a long slow business, and I often use one of my screen to keep half an eye/ear on other things. Two personal memories stand out. I was working on the tragic poem Lead while watching the parliamentary debate following the Prorogation judgment, and if anything summed up humanity’s blindness to the needs of the environment, natural justice or the bigger picture it was the aggressive factionalism of Johnson’s Conservative Party. The other is that while I was finalising The Fires I watched a beautiful documentary about Leonard Cohen’s muse Marianna and their life (not/) together, the pre-lapsarian existence on the Greek Island of Hydra in the ’60s, and the tragic consequences for its cast of characters as their dreams evaporated and one by one they were overtaken by the destiny they had been escaping.
To me, Mary Oliver’s poems are not merely about such hope, they are about a more profound perennial wisdom and forgiveness found in nature, with which we can align ourselves if we set aside the limitations of the human intellect and embrace the non-dual (without drugs). It must seem a paradox, when the music I have written depends supremely for its realisation on a high level of intellectualised skill – and yet the composition is distilled from the subconscious, the inchoate, and can only be effective if performed in that spirit … the consciousness that returns us to the unconscious – that cycle of perpetual motion where the unknowing gives us the knowing that gives us the unknowing.
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2019/07/31
Thoughts on recording Bach
2019/04/12
Incantabulation
I don’t know what sort of sense it makes to anyonelse but I feel some satisfaction that over the last six months (actually) I have pursued this particular dragon to its lair, wrestled with its attempts to throw me off and ultimately tamed it. For me capturing these twists and turns of emotion represent the refinement of much despair (at my incapacities /imagination /endurance) into a tangible object, as opposed to so many ‘raids on the inarticulate with inadequate weapons’ that have ended in failure, or resulted in me fastening a very fine sword in a silent stone that awaits some other Arthur to draw it out ... my choral music, which is where my real genius lies. But here in this piece my strengths and weaknesses are on display, and indeed integrated, in a way I'm happy to acknowledge, as an important step towards the elusive inner music I’ve spent my life trying to capture.
Does this matter, and if so to whom? Well, from the deep depressions of my adolescence I’ve been driven by the belief that if I could release this inner music I would not merely make myself whole but provide a template of wholing for others. Right or wrong, the many twists and turns of my life have represented an attempt to pursue the wholing process; yes, selfishly perhaps, but from the feeling that unless I could unify my field of vision (find emotional integrity) I had nothing else to give.
Jung believed that making a mandala was an important part of the healing process of externalising and balancing both one’s light and dark within the integrity of a circumference. So you could view Incantabulation as part of that idea.
We live in dark times and it’s tempting to try to sync with that dark zeitgeist to hitch a free ride, but I have always felt a calling to try to find & express a quality which offers hope or belief in light. This cannot (for me) be discovered simply through prettiness but has to be earnt from the muck and mire of existence. So I have always held to the belief that what I have been shown to express in composition are the sounds which await those who are also working to bring about worthwhile change. And the concept of martyrdom shows that sometimes the most effective way of bringing about change is by ‘losing’, submerging the needs of an individual in the greater goal of bringing a new world into existence. So I have felt my enforced silence was a price worth paying if it is the cost of being true to my principles.
We are all descendants of contradictions, and thus our integration is in and of itself an important resolution that our parents and grandparents need to see played out in this ‘only world of choice’ for them to understand that their lives too were ultimately worthwhile. And so it will be for us when our children take on our dreams and grow them into flourishing realities that we could barely glimpse.
2019/03/06
Poem: The Secondhand Book
Reflections on poetry hunting to compile a program of Savile poets. March 2019.
2019/02/05
Poem: Clouds
The uncertainty. I wish
I could float above
The void like a cloud,